The Many Ramblings and Rants of Heath

Monday my father took my girlfriend and I and several of my other relatives to Liberal to see the movie Avatar in 3D. Liberal was the closest theater to offer it in 3D. I liked this movie a lot it was not the best movie I have ever seen but it’s one of my new favorites. I liked the movie for several reasons. First off it was amazing in 3D I would love to see it again but I wont drive an hour to see it again. As I told my boss it’s worth killing to see it in 3D. There are no movies that I know of at this time that can beat this movie. I don’t believe any other will come close for a long while. Another reason I liked this movie was the connection to the Native Americans. I won’t spoil it to much but the story behind Avatar is all about humans entering the world of Pandora to harvest an alien mineral. The inhabitants are merely a minor setback. Much like the Native peoples of the Americas The People live off the land and are deeply connected to their world in ways we can not understand. The Avatar program involves mixing human DNA with that of the locals. One is matched with an Avatar based on their DNA and you remotely control your Avatar through something similar to a brain scanning device like a sensory deprivation chamber.

Each Avatar looks like one of the locals but is based on your DNA and is a lifeless body until your connected. They call these people Dream Walkers and refer to us as the Sky People. I wont go into any more details. There were some issues I had with animals and things being to much like Earth. There are horse like creatures and things that I felt lacked a bit of imagination. Take away the alien world insert a British officer and the chief’s daughter something similar to Pocahontas and your close. I wont downplay this movie it was very good but to me it was an old story turned Sci Fi. Man comes seeking adventure, ends up getting into a mess involving 2 cultures, falls in love and then has to choose between his new love and his old life. If these old stories bore you this film will keep you entertained. All in all it’s worth a drive to get to see it in 3D.

I have written a few things but then just keep erasing them. Anyway I will complete this one. I am currently involved with a woman named Faith she suffers from Fibromyalgia and has 4 kids. Things aren’t perfect but I have been happy with things. People don’t think it smart of me but this is where life has led me. There are some more complicated issues im just hoping that we can get past them fast and put it behind us. I like her and she seems to feel I am a major comfort for her condition. For people that don’t know FMS causes a lot of pain in the muscles and joints as well as fatigue and other issues. Some days she is fine others she can hardly move. I am happy that I bring her some comfort I only wish we had met a long time ago. Things could be better and im not sure yet how I feel. She already has 4 kids but I like her enough to try to make this work im more worried that I can’t do much. All I can do is see where this goes.

Faith and I met online then later stopped talking and latter I found that she was friends with my sister in law. We began talking again and things took off quickly from there I spend much of my time with her and the kids now. Monday we went to Dodge City and I bought me a new car. I have needed one for a while now. My brother Jeff, his wife, Faith and I went to Dodge ate and went looking. I now have an 09 Impala LT and a nice car payment for the next 5 years or so. The car is nice I got a good deal thanks to my sister in law who talked them down $2000. I was feeling a lot better about life although things aren’t as good as I would like them to be but people have not been helping me to stay that way and now there are some issues Faith and I must work on. Nothing really that has much to do with us but there may be some issues that we can’t change that could end the relationship. Unfortunately love isn’t as easy as I think it should be. Her kids said a few things to me about us being together and I didn’t say a word. Thinking about it I would have told them adult relationships and love are very complicated beyond their comprehension and sometimes beyond our own.

I wish I could change things but I can’t take away her condition I can’t turn back the clock and im not sure if im able to sacrifice my desires. As of right now we are together we have all done things in the past that we can’t change and as much as we would like to say the past is the past that past is part of us and can haunt our future existence. I can only wait and see how everything plays out and make a decision as to what path I want to take. Things were so much easier with other women I had feelings for in the past but this is where I am and I wonder at times if I am being tested. If I could I would not leave her side. It’s no easy feat for me to go back into the cold after I have been in her company to return home to my empty room and an empty bed.

I have a girlfriend for once in my life we never dated just talked a bit and one thing led to another and it’s become much more serious then we had intended but im not complaining. Im happy so is she and we have talked about things so I think we will be ok. I had her and her kids come and spend thanksgiving with my family. There are issues that I am not comfortable with but im trying to look at it as past events that have no place in our current life. Well anyway I was with Faith Monday and a friend of hers called asking if she could come over. Later Faith asked if I would take her by this friends house to get her and her kids because she was having trouble with her husband. I took her over and when we got in the house they were arguing. Several times he told her he would hit her. He told her if she wanted to go then go but she wasn’t taking the kid. I believe only one was his the other was from another guy. Faith took the 2 year old to my car as I stayed in the house. James backed the woman into the bedroom blocking her from leaving as she held the baby.

Again he told her if you leave with the kid I will pop you in the mouth. At this point I was tired and wanted to leave. I told him if you hit her I will take your ass out. He turned to me and said you will take my ass out…. Take my ass out then and he rushed me. He grabbed me and threw me through the door. I broke the door frame a bit as I fell backwards through it and fell off the porch into the yard. When I got up he was coming towards me. I threw a right roundhouse to his side and back fisted him in the face. He punched me in the eye and threw me on the ground where I had hold of him but he backed off I got up and we left with her and the kids. I now have a black eye and a few scrapes. I turned him in but wont do much good im sure. I was later informed I broke one of his ribs. She is already back with the worthless fuck but I was told he is in a lot of pain. Maybe next time he will stick to beating on women but I am hoping he learned some people hit back.